Army of God

2009-12-04T10:32:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't post anymore....well.....kinda no mood to blog...haha..well....just to update some details....i didn't use my msn anymore....change it to a new 1 cause old want got problem....dunno why...><

edwinlovesjesus@hotmail.com this is my new acc....please add me....tq ^^

currently watching easy fortune happy life....and i found out this song quite nice!

2009-11-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

Well, well, well, seem that my blog was left over for quite a time...hahaha....well...kinda busy...this few days...hmmm what should i start first??? about the outing at futsal??? yea right...let that with that=)

Well, it was about a week ago lol..rushing there after finish my piano lesson....guess what???i not the latest 1....haha although i thought it would be me....well...my team is white....end up same team with Ying Ying, Kar Yu, Jen Yong, Kelvin, and few more...can't remember theirs name! awww

The first game want blue team versus black team...if I'm not mistaken...and i was the referee during that game lol cause i know CYC fustal game rules...lol

skipped the process...nahh....that too long i don't wanna write about it...ha ha

In the end...Brendon and Jet Foong came my house to bath before we went to church....lol others the kesian lo.....cause they have to wait til church service end only can bath...bwahahah....

Next, what should i write about??lol...hmmm..yeah!! camp is just a week a way! yaay! well, bu sou gor said that this might be the last camp for us this year awww....cause they are too many of us LOL Genting Peaceheaven can't tahan so many of us x) haha... well,Sook Yee called me the day before yesterday...aroun 1AM LOL chatted for a while then i went to bed...she told me something that really impact me...

Next, that is today....went basketball early is the morning...with jian sheng chang chong lim ken and ah pao...all of them are going to jian sheng house when we are tired enough...too bad i can't go >< awww went back took a bath and i went to bed...lol..nothing special happen though lol

i guess that all for today... =) tata~~

2009-11-06T17:53:00.004+08:00

Well, dunno what happen to me right now....dunno what my feeling right now lol....hmmmm, guys..have any idea???arghh...so so so moodless now...i wanna to shout as loud as i can arr!! haizzzz Dear God....what is happening to me??lol

2009-11-04T19:37:00.002+08:00

It had been a while since i blog...haha.....well, my lifestyle is kinda bored....hahaha blogging now since someone said my blog was kinda outdated...T_T Ouch! that hurt..haha

lazy to go school these few weeks because i don't wanna wake up early in the morning....haha...and i prefer staying up late doing to stuff i love....haha...

Well....nothing much happen today....so there nothing to blog...hahaha....i will find something interesting next time!

2009-11-04T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hey Monday - How You Love Me Now lyrics

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

You were talking to her
But messing with me
It's finally clear
You're blurring the lines
Are you disturbed?
Oh now you care
Why do you race through my red lights?

Can't understand?
I'll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

Save
Save it for her
I'm not gonna hear
Your reasons and please-just-take-me-backs
We never were right
Don't waste your breath
You crashed and you're on your own tonight

Can't understand?
I'll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

Lights out
I've found out my falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There's no more you and I

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh (I love you)
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
How you love me now
How you love me now

2009-10-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

Well, wake up not so early in the morning...haha....around 11 something...i guess??? Well....i was kidna lucky this morning....just woke up and a broke a glass >< haizzz......everything seem bad to me this morning. Well.....this getting better after i went to church.....we have a prayer walk outside.....God really is with us....you know.....although is sunny and hot.....but i can feel that God presence with us today....

After church....i went home...mum and dad had dinner with someone and i going to play basketball around 8 something so i just ate 2 slice of bread while I'm going home....back home....online checked something then i get ready myself wait Rico to fetch me go play basketball. Hmmmm, well....he also offered me a part time job kinda good....well....i dunno that should i accept it anot....aiksss.....he also asked me to asked few friends as well....but he have to ask his mum see whether there ad how many place for me....hmmmm, well....i guess i have to wait....lol

Well.....we are the earliest the reach there....and there are 3 black skin guys there playing....and they wanted to play with us.....oh no.....the shortest in their gang is 191???i guess???i heared them said...lol....but i also not that bad....haha....the first and the second mark it is i who scored it...hahahaha......but they are big~~ real big!! i'm the smallest there...haha....well....after playing with them....finally nearly all of my church friends reach there....we started to play ours as well! Wei See was there too....haha....she don't even know i'm there.....zzzz....

Well....this is kinda short...and i was kinda tired now....so i guess i will blog next time! bye!

2009-10-23T16:28:00.002+08:00

finally.....my phone was repaired....lol. Well, my mum cut the fee from my money.....haizzz....50buck like this don't have already.....but....i believe God will bless me more....hahaha...

nothing much happen to me this few days......mostly computer, TV, reading, guitar, basketball and playing with my dog....haha....hmmmm,i guess this is my lifestyle???nah...i was hoping Saturday to coming soon......it is our church 5th anniversary...hahaha.....been told to wear nice nice hahaha.....kinda excited hahaha....

These few days many things came to my mind....well....school stuff....and something secret....haha....can't tell you....blekk....oh ya....by the way....i forgot something....haha

here is how it go.....

Happy Birthday X Yi Wen...

.hahahaah......well....hope you grow taller....wakakaka...bwahahaha......wish you every year more leng lui....hahaah....happy bo????xD neh neh blekkkk

errr.....starting to rain so so so.....needa go....bye!

School~~

2009-10-20T13:50:00.002+08:00

Well, back to school today.....it so so so boring! end up walking here and there after finish listening to the teacher which explain what we should study next year lol....nothing much can do.....zzzzz.....before school finish....we end up playing water :)

2009-10-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hey....i just found out the card you guys put in my guitar bag.....mann......what a surpise! haha....but you guys did a bit mistake....haha.....tell you guys when see you next time! =)
haha.....

Ehh....thank you ya.....CYC 31J....you guys really give me a lot of surpise this year.....haha.....really love you guys so much...haah...

Well....my grandma and one of my cousin Joanne came my house just now....we chat quite a lot of stuff.....well....can't tell you....hahaha.....blekkk

By the way....Sook Yee, thank for telling me my problem.....actually i was glad to hear that.....although that break my heart a lot....but really.....i will change it.....put more effort on it.....alright?? =)

Happy Birthday!!

2009-10-18T01:40:00.004+08:00

i wished myself early in the morning....first thing i did was to see my cellphone....to check who have wished me...well.....yesterday quite a few people wished me.....hahaha....first of all....i wanna say thank you to you guys....which send to me during midnight haha....i was quite happy to receive these message although is quite less during the midnight....but it better than my last year birthday...wait wait wait....no worry....i will say thank you to one by one....no worry....i listed it from time to time....so no worry guys!! if i remember...i sure will listed out your name as well! no worry =)

Then....after i prepare myself....getting myself ready to go piano lesson....well....i also receive few message from my friends which wished my in the morning....hahaha....thank ya dude!

So after my piano lesson as usual.....that was afternoon....and got 2 people wished me....this 2 person i remember the most.....then i went to church....here is the part i hope the most.....although i hope Jasmine hsteh was here..and i know how FGA CYC people will celebrate.....cause i know them too well x) haha... so i keep trying to stay away from them...hahaha but i felt moody and tired that time.....hmmm...dunno why??guess i missed someone too much x) please! don't simply think....that someone is a guy....and he is my best buddy ever....that would be wei chen x) i missed others too....please don't be jealous and angry at me..ha!

Then after cellgroup....just like normal....have service....*skipped* soon enough....service ended. Well,i receive quite a lot from Jesus.....haha....too bad wei chen didn't go church today....then the best part had finally come..x) The part which i hope the most....although i was quite afraid of what they are going to do to me.....cause last time someone birthday i played cream on their face....so now it their payback time....oh no!!hahaha

After short cellgroup was ended.....i asked wei see....no surpise?? no cake?? cool....i started to smile....which mean there won't be any cream fight today....ha! but suddenly...Zhen Wei started to walk to me....and i saw quite some light behind him.....oh my mamamiya.....Sook yee suddenyly bought the cake infront of me.....man....that really took me down....haah.....a great surpise for me.....haha....i think i will always remember this birthday....hahaha....started to took pictures with my leader, Wei See and my assitant leader, Sook Yee. haha went to find my cousin Kok Tim and asked him to took pictures with me too! cause yesterday was his birthday....i treat him as a big brother x) then he took me to his cellgroup then ngam ngam his team got people birthday too! he took my cake and fake fake make it look like he gave to his friend want....everyone was so shocked...how did Kok tim find a cake??LOL Then my cousin said"not for him want la....that belong to my cousin Edwin" then his cellgroup started looking at me....then asked...when is your birthday?? i said today??then everyonekeep wishing me...LOL then their leader Qing Foong..lighted up the candle on my cake and sang "birthday song" for me again....LOL another surpise for me....paiseh paiseh...hahaha....

Soon....i manage to slipped past them and headed back to my cellgroup....but before we start cutting the cake....i took some pictures again with Zhen Wei, Brendon, Kein Been, and Roy....well.....then the cake was cut....after eating that cake....Shi Yuan and Mhun Yee took the cream the highlight it on my face...LOL Wei See said it look good.....arghh....i quickly went to the bathroom and washed my face....and then i took my revenge....haha!

Then i went yam cha with Edwin Lim, Mhun Yee and Shi Yuan....and with others....my cousin Kok Tim cellgroup people....by the way....thanks for the food you belanja me....Edwin Lim....haha thanks very much....

After eating....that around 11 40 i guess....just after i came back....wei chen finally call me....since he is using his house to called me....i called him back....cause my house phone call house is free geh...haha.....that make wei chen save a lot of money...haha......we chat and chat and chat....can't tell you we chated for how long....he wished me birthday and then we chat....finally he said that actually he dunno when is my birthday and he just found out...haha..lucky he make it in time...or i will be very mad..haha...just before the clock went 12...haha....before 17th ended....someone wished me as well..=) thank you =)

Midnight: Poon Kar Yee &Ow Ji Jing (Sentosa) , Mhun Yee (CYC), Ngai Men (Sentosa) , Caroline (Sentosa), Amanda (CYC) and a person which the number is unknown =x
Morning: Yi En (Sentosa), Eu Gin (Sentosa), Fabian (Sentosa)
Afternoon: Sin Ling (Sentosa), Junior (Sentosa)
Night: Vki (Sentosa), Stephaine (Sentosa), Adrea (Sentosa), Esther (CYC)

Well....those who wished my on facebook i can't listed it out.....that abit too much...haha i'm so sorry~~~ hope you don't mind~~ but i really thank you for those who wished you....hope God bless you~~

Special to:-
Jasmine hsteh ( ex-leader....which are far far away from Malaysia....)
Wei See (my leader)
Sook Yee ( my assitant leader)
Wei Chen (my best buddy/my spiritual brother)
although it only a wish.....but i really apperciate it so much......love you guys! always!=)

Its over!!!

2009-10-13T23:34:00.003+08:00

Yeeeeee haaaaaa!!!!!

Finally is over....glad is over......well.....still got one more thing haven't over yet....hehe.....that secret......can't tell you....bwahaha.......

After PMR.....lots of stuff to do....i think???after speaking with someone.....i think i know what should i do during this holidays =) probably would be serving God.....yea...i hope so......going to plan for my holiday soon....mum asked me to go to work????why should i go???0.0 well....she said can find money orhxx......hmmmm...i think serve God is so much better.....although there is no money.....but i prefer serving God rather than go to work =)

After exam...thought that finally i don't have to worry anything.....but things still get into my mind......it won't stop thinking....aiksss.....bu i have found something nice...."Beethoven virus" a drama by Korea.....i think everyone should know this drama.....cause 8TV is putting it on.....well.....the reason i like this drama because of the orchestra.....you know....i kinda love music......especially those classic music....that me...i guess.....it can help relaxing my whole body too....classic music.....sort of my favorite....haha......

Well....have a few game with jijing.....nahh.....we lost all the game.....dunno why....today i did played not quite well......*sigh*......well.....who cares???xD

well....i guess that all for today.....kinda late for me....didn't take any naps today....and i didn't sleep well yesterday.... going to play basketball tomorrow morning too.....hope i can wake up! x)

Nitezzzzz.......God bless everyone~~~=)

2009-09-27T10:00:00.003+08:00

Well, sorry yesterday i didn't blog.....cause it quite late when I'm back home.....around 12 midnight =x went yam cha with my cousin and many other friends.....the food i order didn't come until i went back....sad......so i end up curi makan from my friends....here a bit and there a bit...haha.....

Alright! let talk about Richard and Sally wedding=) first of all.....my sister and i end up preparing our self by using 45min....LOL they start at 11...we started going at 11.....what a naughty children we arr....haha.....then when we reach there....Ming Ming was there waiting for my sister....well...her shoe was nice! a black shoe with a nice black flower on the top of her shoe....haha....but my sister was the....how to say arr.....well...if you got go....i think you will be shocked too...haha....even Kok Tim my cousin say very not okay.....because the secret is he never saw my sister wear like this before!hahaha.....Yeahh.....after we reach to the main hall....oh my! my beloved cell group leader so pretty! When i saw her....my mouth totally drop....lol....my assistan cell group leader was also pretty! haah.....there was more....she knew it too....but nahh.....better don't write down here....hahaha.....and the wedding also end up dealying 15 min =x more or less....not sure=)

After i find a room to put down my guitar....during finding a room.....i saw Sally in her waiting room.....man....she was so so so beautiful.....too bad i didn't take photo with her....aikss.....others i got take.....with my leader, cousin, sister, and many others more.....but those pictures not quite nice.....because of my hair....too much....make me looked like aikss.....don't sya la...haaha.....So, i end up finding Wei Chen...and sat wit him.....but just before the wedding start...he went to sit with his mum....cause he needa take pictures of her sister....then my cousin Kok Tim came and sat with me.....i wa curious....but nvm....always welcome people sit with me=) hahaa.....then we both at there talk alot of rubbish....haha.....and do many crazy stuff...haahha sometimes really beh tahan him...hahaha......

After the wedding....we have a buffet at the church.....well....the food was nice....i took two plate...hahah.....after finished ate our food.....jetfoong and i went L7 to prepare for cg....when there is only two of us there....and i ask jetfoong to play piano....cause he's very very pro.....then he started to play....so so so well.....without a book....he can play so many songs....so talented! haha...when the 3rd person came in....he act like paiseh paiseh dunno how to play.....naughty daoo....hahaha.....

skipped cg and service.....

So we end up waiting Ah Phua to fetch my sister and i back home....since our parent are not at home....haha and Mei Qi promise my sister go yan cha....so we end up at Sri kuchai there....my cousin and his cg was there also.....there were about 8 table of CYC people....LOL....cool....since there are so many people.....the waiter started to forgot what we order for our food.....so end up i don't have any food....just a drink...lol..... and about 12....we went back home....and bathed....and waited for our parent to come back home....they come back around 1...then the following stuff i would do is to sleep...haha.....

Well.....that all for today=)

2009-09-26T09:27:00.003+08:00

Today is going to be a busy day......morning.....Sally and Richard wedding.....wish you guys....errr.....errrr....i dunno what to wish ya! aiyooo.....=x
Going there at 11am.......well....after that I'll just continue to stay at church.....and do what i always did there=) well....i will blog what happen today later tonight!

Relaxing day

2009-09-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

Well.......wake up early in the morning...although i'm late for basketball....but i still make it =) haha....but i didn't went to the place where i promise Zhen Han that i would go....instead i went Jian Sheng there....i'm sorry~~~=x

Well....played for 2 hours...i think.....came back and online......chat with my mum about yesterday my grandma bday dinner......and also with my sister....but what we chat....nono....can't tell ya xD

She went out around 130....i think.....then Brendon called me....chat for a while.....talk rubbish.....as the usual...hahaha....later on....i continue to online....for hours i think.....lol....lazy to study today.....well i guess....i have to get going dy.....not much time left...1 day rest is quite enough for me....hahaah

Yawn......well....very tired today.....blog next time! bye!

2009-09-15T18:07:00.002+08:00

I maybe hard to you...seem different towards you anymore.....but my heart is still the same....same old heart.....never been change.....hope you realise that=)
I was hard to you....because i was angry of myself but from the bottom of my heart....that hurt me alot too.....i dunno what should i do now.....aiksss.....hope you see this=)

Oh Lord.....please....open the path you want me to walk on.....

still...my friendship with my friends are getting so much better=) knowing someone that i never thought of.....I believe that it a start given by God..Amen????

PMR is getting nearer....aikks....i was only prepare about 40%.....aiks.....and that make me even stress...pray for me if you see this....i need every prayer from you guys =)

Well......stop here=) any new stuff will blog soon=)

Shine for Malaysia and Sentosa and every others place.....we need you Oh Lord............

2009-09-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm so so so tired!!!!! God.....help me please.....you always give us more than we want or more than expect from you =) Amen??

Tomorrow ain't going to church...instead celebrate going to celebrate my grandma birthday....haizzzz......i hope i can go to church tomorrow ><

2009-09-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

not much to say today.....tired for the whole day.....enjoying??i guess???hahaha......came back from school around 3 something...i think.....online a while....then i off it dy....cause going to play basketball with Fabian and Jian Sheng.....although at first my mum don't allow me to go....cause my twisted fingr still haven't fully recover yet....but nah nah....i'm going today....hahaha.....planning to go at 4....but because it too sunny....my mum don't let me out....zzzz.....til 430....i can't waiting anymore longer....cause i promise them i will be at there at 4 something....it already 430...so i run to where i promise them i will go....3km in 7min....lol....was that fast or slow????i dunno....

After playing with them....i walk with Jian Sheng back to his house then i only started to walk back to mine....it take nearly half an hour....get back....online then only went bathed...arhh....too long i didn't sweat like this....that feel good...xD although it stink....haha....

At night....my paret cg will be gathering at my house....so i stayed in my mum room....watch lot of movie....resident evil 1 and 3.....resident evil 3 is much more better....in the cool ways.....then 1 is focus on the explaination.....3 is the best.....hope 4 is coming out soon =)

tired now.....going to sleep soon....see ya=)

Ouch!!

2009-09-10T18:32:00.003+08:00

that hurt!! You know?? For two days i finger went blur black....lol.....cause hit by a basketball.....a crack sound is heard....lol.....can't play anymore basketball....lol....that awful.....aikss.....today anthony asked me to play basketball with them......but my finger is twist....so i'm sorry~~T_T

Pray for my finger alrite???if you see this =) and faster recover...i want play basketball leh.....haha......what a bad boy i am.....kaka...

Hmmmm.....firstly....today was quite a good day for me...what happen?? i can't tell you....haha...........bad for someone....if you know who i'm talking about.....take care lehh......although many unlucky thing happen to you today.....but i believe you can overcome it....alrite???have faith in youself.....take care.....always.....(try to control your emotion too) i believe you can do it..=)

Today i really appereciate what happen to me....Satan test my emotion again.....but this time....i was able to handle it....yeah!! Praise the Lord!!!=) but i know to future is goin to more harder....keep praying for me....alrite????okay.....that all for today....=)

2009-09-07T22:10:00.003+08:00

wooo....long time i need blog dy.....reason???because i'm too lazy....that why...haha....i always planning to blog....but i really don't have much time to do so.....so now.....once and for all....i gonna to blog about what happen this few days.....

Since school reopen.....i was so glad that my relationship with my friends are getting so much better.....some of them....not all......but i really apperciate it.....because God has heard my prayer=)

Beside.....PMR is coming soon.....teacher keep on saying that it just outside the school gate.....asking us whether we are prepare for PMR anot....In the matter of fact....i'm not....i'm just till half pail of water....so when you see this....remember to pray for me ya=)

And also....i'm just starting to play ffs(friends for sale) actually it quite nice for me...although jian sheng say is quite boring....but i don't think so.....i think it fun!=) And i wanna thank wei chen for keep on buying me.....2 days from hundred thousands u increase my value til 5 m now....or maybe more....haha.....

By the way....i really thanks my bro alot.....you really know me well....that what make me happy....btw....thanks for the 'za siu pao' you bought for me.....if you know who i'm talking about...hope you see this=) can't thanks you enough.....haha.....

okay la....that all for today.....needa do others stuff dy......bye!

yes!! Amen!! thanks Jesus Christ!! i really receive many of your word this two days =)

2009-08-29T00:22:00.002+08:00

Well....not much to say......is already 1230 in the morning.....i guess i just have to say that God is great.....He does miracle that we don't expect.....things that are impossible.....they happen much tonight.....oh man.....i can't tell you that how much i receive form God this two days.....i really appreciate your word....i proud that.....I am your son!=) Amen??=)

by the way.....sorry that i doesn't have much time to reply your message or chit chat with you guys for long.....cause i'm in the conference......hope you won't mind =) all the best!!

Needa sleep now.....i lacking of sleep......can tahan still now cause i'm already drink two cups of coffee...awhhh......coffee is hard to drink....nahh....i won't like it!! for sure! haha.....

God bless ya=)

wuuuuuuwahhhhh......xD

2009-08-27T08:16:00.002+08:00

Yeahh......finally!!!!!! leader conference have come to the start......argghhhh.....so excited!!!! arghh.....won't be online for few days....only at late night or early in the morning.....

Yeah.....i do really wish to hear your voice during this conference.....Lord......i love you! =)

I coming for you!!!!haha.......

23th of Aug

2009-08-24T17:03:00.006+08:00

Well.....today went to church for a while.....then my dad come fetch my sister and i to my cousin full month party......arghh.....actually i prefer stay at church.....but my dad insisted us to go....so no choice lurh....aiksss......after fetching us from church.....we went to fetch my grandpa to the party as well.....grandpa is so happy about it....haha

Well....my uncle organise the party at Westin Hotel swiming pool....lol......the same place where my uncle first born full monh party at there as well....nothing much change there......only the food.....all change into child food....fast food....unhealthy food....lol...here is the pictures of the food....xD

tiny egg..=)

lollipop???

ice lemon tea....

fish chips? i think so....

yea man!!my favorite chocolate bar...
~~yummy~~

muffins....sweet!!!

birhtday cake!!!

After took some pictures.....went to eat with my cousin.....lol....my grandma and my aunt keep asking for my phone to see my girlfriend pictures....lol....i told them i don't have they don't believe....lol......so zadao.....keep saying 'got la' 'got la'.....lol.....i totally speechless....my cousin keep laguhing at me....swt!

Later on.....we went back as the party is over.....went back home watch tv for hours and hours.....didn't even bother about the computer....haha.....only on for a while....so don't have time to blog.....now only finally free to blog....haha.....anyway......needa go dy....bye!

2009-08-23T10:08:00.001+08:00

not much time to blog this week....sorrry ya.....whole week fully booked...aiksss......i'll try my best to blog.....xD

needa prepare to church dy lurhhh.....bye everyone!=)

tired!!!

2009-08-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

Well.....today didn't go school....sort of ponteng...xD
hhahah....what a bad boy i am?? haha.....

Wake up 930 today.....by my dad == asking me going to his office.....then straight away go to tuition.....have a quick bath.....breakfast then off i go with my dady at 10.....half an hour....did all my stuff???kinda fast....haha.....

reach about half an hour....then i start studying....listen song....luckily i bought my MP3....haha.....when it about lunch time...my dad planing to bring me go eat MCdonald.....but my mum prefer other food.....and i having cough....so we went to another shop to eat.....order a small mee.....but she give me a big bowl of mee.....walao.......but i manage to finish it =)

Then i went tuition.......arghh.....make me so angry and fedup during the way back.....wait the bus came 1 hour......in the bus 1 hour.....garr.......waste my time!! came back home around 7 30....zzzz.....yong sui daoo.....

Later on.....just ate a small tiny plate of food....cause went play basketball with Zhi Heng.....he came fetch me around 8.....then told me that Mark, Pui San and Wai Keat is also play ball near my house....so we went there to join them.....when we reach there....they already start playing for hours.....whoaaa.....they are playing with those guys....so pro....so fat....haha.....to them....i'm only a tofu...at class i the hardest....there.....just a small little tofu....haha....even Zhi Heng say i need to train up my fizikal 0.0 Soon....others went back already....leave me and Zhi Heng.....for the starting 15....i didn't even sweat.....why??scare to play with them.....the youngest aroung them is also 20 sumthing....i'm only 15....i don't wanna break my bone....haha.....soon....i start playing.....the team with me are also giving me chance to shoot....that good =) bt i still don't have the level to play with them.....they are so so so pro.....95% in....their ball....me.....25%....i guess???haha......learn thing from them....that good....for me...haahha....

Later went home online......check stuff msn bla bla bla.....hui shing finally blog already.....yea....hope you are safe there....all the best!!=)

okay.....mum calling......bye!

No matter where we are....God is always with us.....you can feel it =)

so close..........yet so far to reach it........

2009-08-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

Finally....exam is over......wooo.....glad its over....i won't having stress for a week....then must push myself to study again.....jz a week......for myself.....i keep on telling myself....til camp is over....that all =)

Secondly......finally.....you are gone~ to USA....hope you have a better life there.....do miss wei chen and me sometimes.....will be glad of that.....hope to hear your news soon =) btw.....thanks for giving me that book....i finally have time to read that book......it really suit me well.....thanks again ya......and all those word you have told me....i won't forget about it=) actually it quite hard for me to read that book.....cause it chinese....haha.....you know how my chinese goes....haha....but i will try my best to finish it....no worry okay?=)

all for today......you are making me worry...so so so much.......garrr.......hope everything was fine for you...=)

stresssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-04T22:43:00.004+08:00

Finally......i feeling the stress......goshhh......i think that i going to be crazy soon....aiksss.......time past so quickly as I'm studying.....finally.....i got sometimes for me to on9 a while.....relax a bit......haha......but still.....i need to get going.....aiks.....2 days left???more or less....i think......will i able to keep my subject.....since the 2nd semester i drop nearly 70 points???? Yes......Edwin...you can do it! Amen!

Today was such a frustrate day.......don't wanna tell why....i such a jerk.....letting my emotion control me.....aiks...think back also beh tahan....my kesabaran ran all away....nearly can't control them.....luckily i keep reminding myself...never let it control me......zhi wei first time saw me this angry....he told me during school just finish =x i always laughing enjoying myself with my friends.....but today.....lol......i'm totally speechless......goshh....hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.........................................................hope so.............................................

10 more days to go~

2009-08-04T18:35:00.002+08:00

10 days left......i dunno how much i will be missing you.....aiksss....my beloved cyc mum....do you realise you are really like a mum to me??although you are only few years older than me.....but i treat you as my mum....it hard to be okay without you....i will be missing you much.....haizzzz......10days left.....hope you see this =)

I will be missing your joke......
your driving style......
your car toys......
your sms.....
the ways you buli me as i buli you xD

All the time i'm with you......arghh....i will miss all of that.....aiksss.....

2009-07-30T18:40:00.002+08:00

sorry guys!!!! too long i didn't blog already.....too long......i'm so sorry~~~

Hope you guys forgive me~~=)

Well...finally i haven time to blog......this few days.....i feel glad....for my relationship with adrian is getting better =) i hope this for very long already.....thanks to God....my beautiful savior....Amen?? hope this will be better and better.....=)

But jasmine is going to leave soon.....two years..man!! that long for me....aikssss....today....just after my tuition....i saw hui qing car just parked beside my house....without thinking....i ran to the 'rojak' there.....wanting to give her a surpise....but.....she not there....so i called her....she told me that her sister is using that car....aikss.....no sooner....my heart became painer and painer....cause she is leave soon.....err.....14 days more???i guess????arghh....when i think of her.....aikss....i gonna miss you much....

Well...that all for now.....sorry again for such a short blog....hope you don't mind..xD hahaha.............

Good luck is just what i want....but....

2009-07-10T18:52:00.002+08:00

Well.....just as usual.....went school today.....just like the same......nothing much to say about school......

After school.....i went back home and have a quick bath then headed to kasturi....for my tuition.....lol.....well.....today subject was kinda good for me...history, science and Malay....history was kinda bored....but still i manage to stay awake and learn as much as possible......as for science.....they already learn til astronomy.....well......at school we only start electric....lol......science is quite funny.....well...i dunno how to explain it.....but.....it was good......in the end.....malay.....the teacher give us do paper 1....lol......i think that miss Kok teach better than her....few question i did there was confirm 100% correct....not saying that i LC....but i guess i did improved in my Malay...haha....

well....after finish my tuition....i end up taking bus back to my house....and my sister end up at church.....on the way home....something i didn't expect....that is i saw chu kang on the same bus....ohh....he didn't change alot....haha....the world is so so so small...haha....in the end....i took my brave out of me and go talk with him.....he not quite remember me...of course la.....he gt so many prefect under him....sure can't remember all la....duhhh.....and i realise he live near my house...omg.....so so so unexpected....haha.....before we go......he end up wishing me "Good luck" "Good luck" is just all i want....but.....i need the most is jesus in my life...amen???=)

Well.....my mum church friends is coming soon....to have a gathering.....guess i have to go help.....hahha.....that all for todayy....................

What a day~~

2009-07-09T22:18:00.006+08:00

Am i getting more and more outdated in school???hmmmm....that was quite a question for myself.......i guess???? but i have my answer in my heart dy x)

Well.....started tuition dy.....haven't tuition for 2 years....perhaps?? i dunno....i realise that time past quickly during tuition.....oh man....i don't wanna go tuition lehh...aiksss......waste so much time and also my parent money.....aikss.....but who call me so naughty boy last time??? =x

Just now chat with Mei Jing....well.....she kinda pissed me off......making me stop breathing for seconds.....lol....

Mei Jing: you arr.....huai huai arr.....
Me: Huh?? what orh?? @@
Mei Jing: you die lurhh~~!!!!
Me: Huh??? you are making me very scare lehh....
Mei Jing: You forgot what lik foong say the things on sunday arr??
Me: Huh: What things orhh??
Mei Jing: STOP YOUR MSN....
Me: LOL ( so so so zadou!!!)
Mei Jing: remember??? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Me: lol: you make me think that i have murder someone lehh....zadou....you make my heart stop beating for seconds....lol...
Mei Jing: hahahahahahah~~~~~you murder someone???
Me: no la...ofcouse....lol
Mei Jing: yala....you murder me mahh....
Me: lol.....
Mei Jing: haha...

Well....the rest it all 38 things.....hahaha.....you won't wan hear the rest....hahah...

Starting from now....needa go tuition every tueday and friday.....aiksss....230 til 5.....aiksss....then needa take bus from KL back to my home.....well....that all for today....hahaah......

<<<<<<<<<God is great>>>>>>>>>>>

wooo....what a tired day!

2009-07-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

Wake up early today....for school....mann...actually i was planning not to go wan...1st reason....i kinda busy....as usual.....2nd...i very lazy....but still...i going...lol....have a competition of what game arr???armchair treasure hunt??whatever la....duhh....i was totally no interest on it....aiksss.....my main point of going school today just to take my 'wonderful' report card....well....Lim Ken dad was the first one the arrived....so 'He' was the 'contoh' to us....like what Puan Sujata told us.....she gonna talk bad about us....but lastly....i know she was lying....she was always bad at lying.....even my mother say that....shhh.....that was after my mum chat with Puan Sujata.
Well.....stop that first....lets continue back what I'm saying...haha

After Lim Ken dad was gone....then others parents also started coming to our class....what i didn't expect that is my mm is going to come so early.....oh no!! that time i was thinking that....mum gonna scold me like #@#$%... then when Puan Sujata start 'chat' with my mum.....the first thing Puan Sujata say it....
Puan Sujata: you are Edwin mother...right??
My mum: (didn't say anything)
Me: Yes, she's my mum...(this is what I'm afraid of! )
Puan Sujata: Okay.....so do you know that your son have been not coming to school for 7 days?
My mum: (still no emotion)

I think: sei lo.....this time....

Puan Sujata: Are you really Edwin mother??
LOL
Me: (with a quickly respond) yes!!
Puan Sujata: Okay, asking the same question she asking just now...

And finally.....

My mum: Ohh....ya meh???i thought there are 3 days of mc...
Puan Sujata: Ya....then how about the another four days....do you know your son is not coming to school??

Then...i quickly tell my mum: Nehh.....Saturday class replacement, the Hari Guru and the retirement of the headmaster lehh....i told my mum....
Then.....suddenly....my mum started to talk a lot of things

My mum: Hmm...my son say that few days teacher at school also didn't teach wan...so my son rather stay at home and study himself....
Puan Sujata: *speechless*

Then still got others la....but I'm kinda lazy to type it out....so I'm sorry~~

Well....luckily after that...my mum didn't scold me at all...instead of giving me some advice....thank you Jesus!!! i can't denied that God has always be with me....Amen? =)

After that i went to my sister class to take her report card....because the teacher in her class very talkative....per parent at least 20 min....so my mum go ask my sister to handle it herself....my mum say that like this wait til sha lo....just give me the report card la...aiyoo....then my sister handle it with her teacher.....without any problem.....we went back home.....

No sooner....tuck ming call me what time I'm going to reach church and did i eat my lunch dy?? actually i eat dy....but i still go eat with him....not only me with him....and also Wei Chen, Roy, and also Brendon.....Roy and Brendon reach the last.....we went to KFC instead of having the meeting at church....when all of us reach dy....only tuck ming are eating...lol....finally....he say 'actually today i call u guys hear just to eat with me' LOL....so zadou.....so if it like this....we also went to eat too =)....saw ying siew there too....when i go buy my second round food =x.....chat with her a while....then....off! i go back to my sit there.....what we chat later it kinda secret.....so stop wishing i will tell you....haha.....

*skip church part*

wooo......all days long no at home....i was so so so tired!!!!aiksssss....... well.....that all for today=) see ya~~~

Btw....Good news........Pastor Philip is coming to our church again......End of aug....if i'm not mistake is 27th, 28th and 29th......so let prepare our heart for it...God is GREAT!!!!! Amen???=)

2009-07-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't blog.....since???5 days ago...lol.....there many things happen now....much to blog....but lazyness took me away....x) haha.....too lazy....i guess....

just a short wan.....i guess

Hmmm....well.....many people birthday is coming....haha......well....most probably all of you know who are they....well...one of them is my sister.....wish her nia.....if not i kick u neh...haha....jkjk....promise her something.....but i thing i can't do it for now....maybe when i'm after 18 gua....then i will do it....no worry...i wil keep my promise....haha....

Secondly....our heart zone have dismiss dy lo....aiksss.....sad la....although i'm kinda new in here.....but i really feel this zone is my another family....i learn alot form here....grow, and many more.....but....now it the time to grow again...for Jesus and for soul...Amen?=)

Last.....hui ching ar hui ching....stil one more month only lehh .....i gonna miss you much.... so so so much =x aikssss.....hope time stop ticking...but.....no matter what...it will still keep on go and go...aiksss...

P.S.loveyouguysmuchalwaysandalways

big day~~

2009-06-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

Big day tomoro....for me.....not going to school....instead going to face my piano exam....well......just a short blog......wish me luck!! pray for me too.......for exam and everything else....my life is getting back more normal....thanks to my beloved leaders again.....loves ya.....xP

mood less......

2009-06-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

Aikss....dunno what happen to me this few days....i never feel this empty before...since my life have change....God...what is happening to me??i'm getting angry easily this few day....moody because of my study??i guess so....since i got my result....manss....days by days...i'm feeling more and more empty... but now i getting better...for sure not by sight but by faith...just during today prayer....i knew God had heal me....just as He heal you....when you believe in Him....amen??=)

nowisnotthetimetorest..istimetosaveasmanylivesasyoucan...amen?
glorify 'him' as he save your life and wash away your sins...amen?

2009-06-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was so funny.....went to church early to teach jetfoong guitar....tim ji when i reach there....our cg leader need to have a short meeting....i have to attend too....luckily jetfoong din go so early....when i finish meeting...i realise he reach dy....and his cg at thing to do too....so instead i end up teacher brendon guitar....for a while....he's so funny....learn bit act like very pro....act til like on tv like that....aiyo....headache leh....him....haha....he use my guitar then i use jetfoong wan....i guess he won't mind...haha...mann....jetfoong guitar was so cool....better than mine alot...cause mine is just classic guitar...his wan is nearly half electric guitar....whoaa....later when he came back....i teach him alone....while teaching....xiao yi wen suddenly came by and say 'jetfoong very lum o' straight away jetfoong stop playing and starting to get shy....haha....i laugh too....and then suddenly xiao yi wen come to me and say 'edwin you totally not lum wan lo' lol....haha...i din say anything too....haha...but nvm.....who cares??i play for God...not to kao lui la....aiyoo.....

Aiksss....tomorrow school gonna reopen liao lo.....sad sad sad...

2009-06-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a great day.....very fun! haha.....rush back from my piano class....then quickly change and went to church...luckily victor help me buy the guitar string or esle i going to die =x
When we reach there....victor teach me how to play hosanna and another 1 song that i'm going to play later....well....hosanna is qute hard...i play til my hand were totally red pain red pain....after practise for hours....i finally can play it well...but during the real....urghhh.....i played till my hand nearly bleed...>< aiksss luckily....jen yi got play piano...backup me....phew....never play that song before...so this is the result of playing too hard....haha....jkjk.....luckily i manage to finish the song too....this was good...haha...hope gt the chance to play with jenyi again...haha...xD

Then we have our church service.....*skip skip*........after service....we straight away went to jenyi/jenai house....wadeva la....when we went there....gt 30++people were there support 'yatou' cause 1 of our friend was in that group...but sadly....they lost.....sobs sobs....then we went yam cha....again....lol....with my cousin....but yesterday we got two more cousin go...cause they were at my house =x
We finish yam cha around 1230....cause they are leaving....haizzz....few months only saw them once....haizzz...luckily still gt tim...haha..xD

Well...today i slept til 12 =x so late....straight away have my breakfast or lunch...i also dunno which wan...haha....then at 2 my sister and i went church today....well....because my parent are going to garther with anotehr their brother and sister....so which mean when my sister and i come back home there is no 1 exp us and my 'kakak'. btw my mum heard that my another cousin is going to church too...so she invite him to come havre dinner with us....ofcz he know how to drive dy la...lol....he fetch us home...like saturday...as usual...haha....but today we just went back home and have our dinner....then i start teach him guitar....cause he say he want learn...so i teach him 'cai hong' lo....well...he a quick learner...haha....manage to learn intro using half an hour oni....pro...haha...like me...kaka.....okay la....needa prepare dy...going to play basketball....haha...bye.....

hey Hui Qing...i know what should i do now..thx again....

2009-06-04T12:25:00.003+08:00

Hui Qing find me yesterday....talk about my school stuff....well....i think i get it....can't thank you you enough though....you are leaving soon....just left not more than 2 months with you...well....i guess i gonna miss you much....what i promise you i sure will remember....hehe....
Well...i guess as long as i did my best in school is okay....forgive others as God have forgive you....thanks for remind me that....i realise much after Hui Qing told me this sentence....real friendship are hard to find...at school....is really quite hard to find one...i agree with that....must appreciate them....well i guess i need to find a few at school....die 1000 times for God....i can do it! i don't want to be Edwin the king...i want Jesus to live in me....if it need more than 1000 times...i still will do it...no matter what...Amen?

Well....tonight is going to OUG pasar malam....xP hope to see you guys there....wakakaka...

Need to get going.....seeya~

~what a day~

2009-06-02T17:51:00.004+08:00

Well well well....quite a tired day for me....actually i make it up myself....what a stupid guy...making himself tired....haha...well....i never been this tired for quite a long time.....hmm....let just say.....yesterday night went play basketball with jiherng and victor....ofcz i'm just a newbie and i'm quite noob....actually was very noob...but who care....i know it myself...and i willing to learn....so what?jiherng is on holiday and he willing to teach me...well that's a good start for me...i guess?nono 100% sure of it....he a X-captain from his school(mean he pro at basketball)good thing to me....haha...we play til 11something then we went to have a drink in a shop....whatever name....i just know is near our school....jiherng and i order the same drink....well, we are quite addict to this drink....quite bad for our health actually....but i still love it alot...haha....wanna know what drink is that? well...cyc people sure know what drink is that...if you dunno...come play basketball with me outside then you wil know....
Came back nearly midnight....i'm so awake so i when play guitar for quite long time....no sooner....i was on the computer....without knowing the time....i play til 2....oh no!
I wake up today nearly at 9...cause i'm heading to midvalley with friends today...
Not more than an hour, i was at there with all my buddy....buy tickets for "Night at the museum 2...it was a nice movie....i love it so much....haha....well....that all for today....need to go out again...well i guess i wil be even more tired....haha.....

3 things i would like to share

2009-06-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

1st
Haizzzz...just realise something....real friend were hard to find....yea...i agree that....u treat them good as your buddy....BUT they treat u as a rubbish.....luckily....i found some real good friends(sort of best friends)...they are nearly 24 hour there for me...when i want to do somethings...they came me fully support....helping me in many ways....teaching me also....this is the kind of friends i wish i have....but at school i found none....they thought that I'm totally not there! well....still i can manage to handle that....cause I'm been handling that for half year....I'm always the last priority....haizzzz.....sadness run through me...................................

2nd
A4J is coming...yeahhhh.....can't wait.....wooohoooo......4 days going to be at church....i gonna be crazy about it....not dislike.....i'm crazy for the camp...ahhhhhhahahaha......

3rd
Well, actually i duno what to say....haha....just holiday is quite bored....lazy to do homework....project....wishing can go out play....haha.....

Well,that all for today.....ya ha!

Army of God

2009-05-24T01:34:00.002+08:00

Well....today was quite a rushed day....because of school....i have to delay all my activity that i usually did on Saturday...make me so tired....Zzzzz

Well....today sivik and seni was quite okay....for me....but I'm too tired....this few day only slept for 5 hour plus but not longer than 7 hours....Man....maybe i was trying to kill myself....haha...

After school...went home and fast fast changed to go to my piano class....piano exam was getting nearer....next month?something like that..jeezzz....i'm going die....during piano class....my teacher my sister and i talk about collage as we were learn our piano stuff too =)
No sooner...when we are done with our piano class....i rushed to church because i was so so so late to my cg...and make me worry alot...they started at 4...i promise i will be there at 430....but in the end....i end up there about 5 something....0.0 When they saw me....weicheng was the first saying "what time already hor?"Zzzzz jeezzz..i was so furious about it...not him la i mean....it just i don't like having people waiting for me and waiting someone....that me =) we must use time wisely....haha...

Because i end up quite late....cg end around 6...then my beloved cg ldr wei see and my ex cg ldr jasmine teh gave me something they bought when last week they went to camp at surabaya, indonesia....well....wei see bought me a ring....with a cross on it...man is was so nice....i loved it so much...actually i was planing to buy a ring during this holiday....but it seem like God had help me solve the problem...and giving me a present that was so nice! then jasmine bought me a bookmark, a keychain and a bible cover....although she haven't haven't gimme the cover....but weisee say it's nice...so i think i gonna love it....haha...but she say it too small for my bible...>< well who care...i gonna take it....hehe...

*skip service*

After service...kok tim my sister and me went yam cha again...haha...this time was speacial a bit....not 3 of us only...haha....but many other else too....gt jasmine, meiqi, xinhui,issac, and a few more....then a few table next beside us was another group that from our church too....then further up....there was another gang too...wahhh...nearly half of the shop customer is from our church...haha...for the first time i yam cha this long....yan til 12 0.0 then my sister wanna go back dy...cause she was too tired >< aiksss....then at the same time....all of us were leaving too...haha...well....my cousin fetch us back....after going back not long...my parents came back from my uncle house....well then...i on9 and have a blog and here i am....well....gonna get going...

P.S. Going to camp soon....yea!!!!can't wait!!!!i'm so crazy about it!!!haha!!!!

yeayeayeayea

2009-05-20T18:13:00.002+08:00

although today got malay exam....but for me it still the same.....just stay cool and do it....nearly can't finish it....pheww....same like tomoro.....english.....well...actually i dunno why....I'm just calm and cool xD....just read abit...and thenn watch movie....hahax...
Well came back home today....i was too tired because i can't sleep well yesterday wide awake lying on the bed watching the ceiling....reason can't tell you...but for sure is not study....I'm not that type of guy (study study study) worried of my result or anything....well then....i went to take a nap....a long nap for few hour....enough for me to tahan until the night...
After taking my nap....i went up on9 and chatted with my primary old best friend....chat a lot on thing....although is a short time....but i felt so happy with it...well....he moved back to Sri Petaling with his family...and that a good thing....maybe we can hang out sometimes....haha...cant wait for its....during the holiday....
Speaking about holiday.....is two week....but i only got 1 week of holiday cause...I'm going to camp....yeayeayea...can't wait!!!=) i was getting more and more crazy about it........

i'm sick and that a bad sign

2009-05-11T18:36:00.002+08:00

I'm sick!!!! and that suck....can't recall anything at school.....just need a lot of sleep....nap for 4 hours plus....still....my bones are still pain....others are better....man....i just too worry about the exam.....since i'm sick....how am i manage to study? cant even focus.....just like jijing tell me in school hope i will be fine tomoro...don't want miss anything in school....i think i just need time to sleep, more sleep....but how about my study??exam is nearly coming and i haven't start doing any revision >< all i can do now is put faith in God....pray for me ya.....

2nd day of may....it was a great day!!!

2009-05-03T00:45:00.004+08:00

Well....it sort of happy today.....although at first it look quite bad.....in the morning.....get scold by my mum......because of the soya.....=.= At first i was very angry about it....but....God take those angry and hatred in me....=) Amen!
Well...get better after it.....when to have lunch with my family....as usual....my dad order the wrong food again.....so duhh...haha....shhh.....don't tell him i say about him....haha...blek....soon enough.....i was back home....my sister was faster than i thought....boom!! She was on the computer already....jeezzz...that was fast....haha....while there was nothing i can do....i finally dicide to switch my PS2 on to play....whoa.....those dust was alot.....it show that i'm not addict to PS anymore....that is a good thing....last time i play with my PS2 is about months and months ago....can't believe it....last time while i was Form 1...i cant stop playing with it....until my mum keep it.....haha....but now.....i don't even look at it....exp for today....haha.....i was always not good at game.....so after a while....i quit playing with it....instead i jz listen to the game song....Well....its was quite nice.....i can feel the peace within me....so relax....with no worries in my mind =)
No sooner....my sister and i was going to church....have a quick change....planing to wear a jumper....incase it went too cold....but i think i wil wear it tomorow....cause tomoro will be even more cold.....espically while have leader training =x last week i was freeze until my lips were all white....scary =x so in the end....i end up wearing a jean and a T-shirt....then off!!! i go....
Well.....cg start at 4....but i went there at 3....cause my sister cg is at 3...lucky nearly all of them were there dy....that make me feel alot better....with tuck ming share during the cg....i realise many thing....and it open up my mind and my heart =) and i verse came up to my mind..."give and you will be given" For me....it tell me that need to give up all to him...and you will be bless...but not because of the blessing you give...but because of you love him so that you give....then you shalt be given (him is God) please don't be mistake!!!
After that....i thought that it will be usual....end up eating and then wait for the service to start....but....when i reach up there....i saw a very special person when the lif was open.....and automatically....i smile widely.....it was my cousin....month ago or maybe weeks ago....he say that he's not coming anymore....that make me feel quite sad....because God just only started to touch his heart....but God hear my prayer.....and here he is....standing right in front of me....when he saw me....he had a bad smile at me....and i know that he's going to zat me again....so i end up letting him zat....its worth...for me =) hope to see him every saturday during service...God is Great....Amen?
After service....he knew that he will fetch my sister and i back...so automatically he stay there to wait for us and also chat with his friends....with him fetching us back....my sister and i ask him to go yam cha....but before we ask him...it end up that he was the one to ask us...haha...saying "wei....hungry lehh....go where eat?"funny.....
we ate about an hour....chatting and eating.....cause it was quite long since we didn't saw him....after eating with my stomach full...we were back to our home...my mum ask why are we bit late than usual....it just late 5 min mum....=) but i know you care about us....love you mum....=) then we our family watch casino royal together....while i watching and oning line....haha....chatting with vivian as well....here are some courage words for you, vivian....have faith and always think postive....=) you can do its!no matter what problem u goin to face....i believe in you =) all the best.....

opppsss.....its 1 sumthing now....gonna off now.....see ya....God be with us! =)

never understand her....

2009-04-28T22:36:00.005+08:00

Saw others people blog.....i just realise something.....you maybe think that i'm bad to you guy.....but no lie.....CLEVER PEOPLE CAN ALSO DO STUPID THING ANYTIME.....and i just saw one....

P.S therearesumthingthatbrokenmyheartalot

empty heart......

2009-04-15T22:01:00.004+08:00

Feeling moody today......*chill*

And in this dark harvest of season
My life has completely lost reason,
For which or against to decide.
All lost in a savage and endless, bleak tide

In sadness and in kindness
In light and in darkness.
In a boat made of hope
I shall sail to tomorrow,
In a winding hurricane
Made of treachery and sorrow.

There’s a spear, endless, and colossal spear...
Piercing, slashing though my head.
Starting somewhere in heaven,
Ending somewhere in hell.
Fighting, burning, crying, crashing.
Are the armies within.
In my head they are all thrashing.
On the heaven’s and hell’s whim.
To be light or to be darkness.A perpetual array.

It’s not merely my choice,
But the choice of the way.
It’s an option of the voice,
It’s a thin line of gray.

Is it a choice forced by fate,
Is it a pre-set time and date?
Or a choice to which I myself sway?
But here’s our story anyway….

“Nothing that I do will matter.
As all things will merely shatter!”
All my hopes thus darkness scatter,
As it shoves me a decree.
As it simply wants to win,
And to just take over me.

“Have a purpose, bend the world,
Act out upon your wishes, and ______ will love you a lot”
That’s what light then says to me,
Because it wants to set me free.Winning slightly over me.

“But this cage of gold so shiny, it will shield you from untrue
And protect you from the odd,
Nothing inside its walls can harm you,
In your own little world!”
Whispers darkness in my ear,
“Only me you should now hear,
And with me you will survive,
And with my help you will strive,
And achieve your paradise,
In illusion’s disguise!
With no hardships and no pain,
Every task you will then tame!”

The light sternly yells at me:
“These are lies as they can be!
If your world is build on lies,
Then yourself you will despise.
And illusion’s paradise,
Will fall down on you.
Crashing, burning, dying, crying are your dreams
And uprooted is your tree!
And no longer will you see
Where to go or what to be!
When you face your final trial, what will the judge say to thee?”

“These are lies and mere dogma,
Based upon the fear of death!”
Darkness then just yells at me:
“You have your right to disagree!
Make a lovely pact with me.
I will offer you salvation,
No more fear or deprivation!
If you would me then just hear,
You have nothing at all to fear.
Since we do not have a soul.
There’s nothing with which to pay a toll!
Sign here, over there.
In the name of pleasure and hope.
In the name of revolution,
Let your path be just a gentle slope!”

It’s arguments are winning over me,
And thus with darkness I agree,
And so I sign the decree,
And with a treacherous and jolly gleeDarkness enshrouding, standing over me
“With the light here once and for all undone
You and I shall become one!”
And so, I enter into the storm of shadows.
As pitch-black as the depths of sea.
Become a mere castaway, amidst the weary crowds.
Consumed by somber, ashen clouds,
With heavens frowning over me.

A storm of ice and fire, dancing all around with a glee.
A ring chrono-storm encapsulating me.
Just like a stove turned up to high degree.
Tearing up roads, buildings, picking up debris.
Into the air it takes me.
My wings have turned to blackened ash
The pacifying, freezing fear taking over
My heart is covered in frost And all I wished, is to be free…

Your words stab into my heart....and it hurt alot...

2009-04-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

Man.....today sleep until so nice, comfortable....until i was too lazy to wake up =x but then my brain started to awake dy....mean i have to wake up liao....aiksss

*skip*

after i reach school....it was the first time i was so awake for these past four month....that mean i finally have enough sleep....haha.....lack of sleep for few month....finally i can tahan moral period today.....thanks to God.....last time.....no matter how awake i am....when is moral period.....awake % will go down from postive to negative 100%...that for sure....but now....not anymore =)

Well....during geografi period....jijing jian sheng chang chong eu gin and me keep talking about basketball....lol....planning to go play after school....about 430 like that.....but in the end...we cancel it....cause....the sky look like goin to rain soon.....but in the end again.....it didn't...><
So i went practise my piano and my guitar.....i was in a very good mood while I'm playing with it.....make me so relax and more....dunno how to explain....hhahaha

Btw...tomorrow not going to school....so don't hope to see me at school tomorrow...hahaha.....okay la....GTG now.....see yaaa......god bless you guyss......

happy easter day!!!!

2009-04-12T12:29:00.005+08:00

Yeahhh yeahhhh yeahhh.....its easter day....lalala~~~ i quite happy today.....you know why?because today is the day that Jesus resurrection.....God is great....Amen??
early in the morning....think that it was already 1030.....but after i wash my face.....it was only 930.....LOL.....what a blur person i am....hahaha.....
Well....since i was awake.....what can i do beside online or do homework?? can't play piano cause my beloved sister is still sleeping.....hahaha.....
Well....going to celebrate easter party again later.....yesterday was the greatest easter day i ever celebrate before....too bad my friend were busy....can't or don't wan come....wadeva...i know that someday you will come....by faith it sure will happen...=)
Well.....needa prepare now...they are coming soon to fetch me.....so see ya....

P.S : What we do in life echoes in eternity.....
i love this sentences...=)

thank God......for letting me know your plan through me....

2009-04-05T23:38:00.004+08:00

through what he has told me.....i realise that i was doing something wrong....thanks for telling me that.....i will keep it in mind =) always....so that i won't fall in temptation again...btw.....i also realise what God plan in my life....thanks to he.....for letting confirm that i going to the right path...thank to God.....for letting me have this place....and also letting me have the chance the serve you more....love you Jesus!!!!! =)
Later at night....FGA-CYC people(include me) went to support chui wen(ya tou) group.....when i reach there....i realise that the stage was very da small.....smaller than on the tv.....so did the sit....man.....i thought it was very da big.....dim ji is so so so small....haha....soon.....the competition start....the time past faster than i expect....it was like i just went there for not more than half and hour....at "high" there...all of us.....keep shouting "ya tou " "ya tou" "ya tou" with clapping....then they call us to stop shouting....LOL other group start sing first....the last is ya tou...so we wait there patiently....but time flew past so fast....not long....is their turn.....feeling so great.....and their song where so sweet....thank God for letting them have a nice sweet voice...=)
Finally.....the result is going to come out....see who is going to pass the mark....whoever past doesn't need us to sms to vote.....so all of us start praying ourself.....thank to God....they past it!!! God is great!!!Amen!!!! all of us so happy jumping here and there....hahaha
Then my sister and i went home lu~~incase my mum scold us to go til too late....=x

btw.....needa sleep dy.....cant tahan anymore......tired like pig.....haahxxxx
c ya dude....

~~~~~~~~~~~~God bless you~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-03-26T22:33:00.003+08:00

*sigh*

dunno what to blog this few day.....having a great mood...but i feel lie dun wan blogging.....what the problem actually...????dun wan to blog???i dunoo.....arrhhh.....

yesterday was great....that was sumthing i like to post.....went to church....man.....at first i thought i would regret going...alone....=x but in the end....i'm glad i'm did go to the talk....it was very nice....after the talk end....i went to talk with wei see......bla bla bla...lazy to type what we talk about xP
Then suddenly tuck ming tap my shoulder....make me jump!! LOL....saying thing that i din expect to.....but..... "But when GOd call us....we must answer him" Amen???

okay okay.....stop here first....nitezzzz......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~God bless~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now is the time....

2009-03-14T23:41:00.007+08:00

.............................................. *Morning* .................................

Firstly....piano class....finally done my past year paper.....7 years of exam paper....all check!!!yeahh.....faithh.....so will get good result....Amen???
Piano teacher use me as a contoh today.....big buffalo....LOL....cause during theory exam i very fast finish wan....haha.....
JZ after piano class....thanks to bryan last min birthday party at 'redbox' there....rush rush go....then only me adrian and chee weng sing only.....3.40 then i go to church lo.....then i dunno who got sing....maybe clement dickson or other???dunno???

.............................................. *Church*........................................

After reach church.....thinking that i'm going to be the last one...lucky i not.....thanks God....the second to reach there.....LOL.....but soon we started our cell group...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*skip cell group*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
after cell group....went to eat egg ham bread.....yummy....nice nice....haha....love it so much.....saw wei yang there...then i tumpang his table....haha...later on....we both went up to church....jz keep talking....no longer.....service start.....while 'but sou gor' talking....i just keep on laughing.....so funny...he say til.....ying ying hit me from behind....being too noisy laughing....haha....paiseh paiseh =x

After service end....sally was going to fetch me backk....but after my sister say that Tim(my big cousin) was going to fetch her.....then i quickly tell sally don't need to fetch me.....i follow my cousin....when i tell him....he keep on saying 'i fetch yvonne(my sis) only....you dun wan....so bad....but he joking....i know...haha....then i start calling him go 'yam cha' 'yam cha' 'yam cha'....(noisy me)....finally he say.....i also haven't eat...sure must go la.....'hoorayy.....finally can go yam cha....hehe...(i know i'm childish) haha....while eating.....3 of us keep zat each other....my cousin really change a lot....cheerfull friendly and many more.....thanks to God...Amen???hope it will continue without stopping....Amen????

............................................. *God bless* ...........................................

Finally......yeahhhh....

2009-03-13T18:20:00.007+08:00

Exam finally over....gosshh....such killing me this two week.....now I am free yeahhh.....for a week only.....LOL
but still...piano theory exam haven't over.....siaxxx siaxxx siaxxx~~~
Btw...today having a great time.....after exam.....went futsal.....then eat PIZZA-HUT....then now finally back home....later still going to church...yeahh!!!! busy, fun, tiring day.....i love it!!!
After exam.....Ms Kok giv us back our malay exam paper......goshhh.....i only get 51 mark.....my my my~~~ maybe my malay really bad???must put effort dy la.....hahha
After school....went futsal with CF people.....man....that was really good....play til crazy....all of us....tired, crazy,fun.....joey lik foong so pro.....still say dunno how to play.....Zzzz
When is about time....we went to PIZZA-HUT there makan makan....although we only got 20 sumthing people....but it look like we have book the whole PIZZA-HUT....LOL
Nearly 5 i only came back....so tired....ltr finally can go church again....yeahhh....hope it can be fun!!!!

......................HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!!..................

~~~~~~~~~~~God bless everyone~~~~~~~~ ~~~

....................Have a good week of holiday ya..................

star are blind

2009-03-10T17:23:00.005+08:00

Man~~~ i love this song....

Today exam was really down....dunno what I'm write in summary and novel =x So do Sejarah....teacher give us the answer dy.....I'm so fruasted with all those answer....cause there so many mistake there...ZZzzzz

.....................................................*skip*............................................................
....................................................*recess*.........................................................

no sooner i went back to class....Ms Kok say that she wanna give us back our OMR paper....My my my.....how scare that my mark going to be *thumb down*....went i got my paper....26!! is it good enough????i dunno....i really dunno how my parent only satisfies with my exam.....haizzzz.....whateva....

goshhh...sudden surprice??

2009-03-08T23:31:00.004+08:00

Cousin suddenly wana coming....goshh....i'm happy...but still...theory haven done....oh mann.....many thing ahven done yet....but who care???fun fun fun!!!!! that the main point...haha....my big cousin drive to my house alone nearly 6...aunt and uncle they went dinner....then not sooner.....other cousin also start reaching my house at seven....he's the early...and he keep on zat me and my sister....haizzz....him arrr......speechless...know his dota pro la...zzzz i not that bad la...at least gt half pail of water...i think??haha....
Din go cc today....that is a good thing....we watch badminton tounorment Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan(something like that) haha
Chong Wei Lin Dan
First Round 19 - 21
Second Round 12 - 21

that suck right???buu~~~~haizz....although my cousin and family say better than last time....but i think stil the same.....still lose....right????

*skip*
after that they went back dy lo.....dunno when can see them again...T_T haizzz.....miss you guysss.....

Too bad i can't go to camp.....i wish i oculd....bt.....stupid school lo???give what exam lehh......exam exam exam still the same la....haizzz....make no diffence for me....haha.....

needa wake up soon tomoro....extra piano class again.....><
c ya....

just in time???or god will???

2009-02-27T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hmmm....today was great....our class nearly done with all those decoration...although maybe our class have been disqualified....but nevermind....sometimes there something always not fair to us....still....just forget about it...chaw hui say i change lot...do i???dunooo.....someone will realise what he had change??i really dunnooo about that....have CF today.....too bad victor and jasmine can't come....always wish that they will go someday....
Finally when back to home....listen to music a while...then went to bed...before that....have a feeling that dun wan put silent on my phone...go bed bed bed....while sleeping....something came to my mind....then i wake up....no long that 30 sec...my phone rang.....jasmine call me up....telling that she at the rojak opposite my house...jump up....went down....din change shirt....just tell mum.."mum.....going to rojak there find friend" then i went out....haha....reach there.....saw victor too....both eating dy....sat there....blur blur...then 3 of us starting to chat...chat like maybe 15 to 20 min??i think...then i'm not sleepy anymore....read bible at my room....found out something great....then here i'm....blogging....haha
Realise something also....my mum din so strict to me and my sis anymore....maybe we start grow up????duhhh.......maybeee.....

injection!!!!

2009-02-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

never thought that our class got injection today....thought that it was going to be tommorrow....then.....ahaha...bowen is the only person in our class that shout..LOL mostly all our us thought that he was the bravest among the all....tim ji....(let not talk about him)haha....
during my turn....actually is quite scary and fun...all those checking....i watch the nurse inject me.....the needle go into my skin....whoaa....better than i thought so...not that pain....more funny then i expect....haha...then when we go back class...cause the nurse say DRINK MORE WATER....every guy in our class don't have anymore water before the last period...Zzzzz....

When to a bible shop today....planing to buy a chinese/english bible.....tim ji they say no stock....Zzzz...btw....say meiqi and kenbin(dunno how to spell)haha...she also wana to buy the same with me....tin ji both also sama sama....><

Exam coming lo......i only prepare not more than 10%....><....what to do...????exp to push myself...haizzz.....WAKE UP LA......EDWIN YAP....

The day i die and resurrection with God

2009-02-22T17:29:00.005+08:00

Today was a super duper AAAAAA++++++++++ day....

i was baptize dy....

til now i still can feel that the HOLY SPIRIT is within me....when i reach there....they call me to wear a shirt...but is not a shirt i think....very very long wan....from top til knee....LOL

Then the service start.....the pastor(dunno what name)haha not our youth cyc pastor la....adult pastor....talk the speech til so funny....i laugh til so loud....then about 15 min.....i have a feel to see my fone...so i reach to my fone to see gt msg anot lo....suddenly i saw ashely send me a msg 'we at left side first row' i nearly shout when i saw that msg....i saw them at there....arghhh....first i thought few of them only....tim ji not only my cg geh people...other cg also there looking at me....paiseh paiseh....so scary when i found out....T_T then we start going up to a small room....which lead us to the pool there....my number is 11...which mean there are 10 people infront of me....haha....until my turn....they ask me...'jun ming...do u accept jesus and christ???i say AMEN!!!!!! quite loud...i think....they quite shock at it....haha then they pull me down to the pool...so cool....but i can feel the spirit within me.....so i'm baptize dy lo....becoz whole body go down to the water....so i went to change my shirt and everything else....when came out....all of them waiting for me aside....when they saw me....they gimme a flower and gratzzz me....so sweet~~~never try that before....love them so much....haha....then we all take photo lo....i'm the star today.....everyone take pictures with me....haha....i even went to pastor there and take with him....our cyc pastor....then pic was so funny....later i will upload it...no worry...you can see them soon..haha....when to eat with my family and cg....then my parent start talking with tuck ming start chatting...yezi and my mum....all talk til so funny....too bad jasmine is not there...haizzzz.....
At first i told my leader dun wan come see me baptize wan.....but in the end....i'm happy with her suggestion....can't sleep tonight!!!!

This day i going to remember forever and ever in my life....believe in jesus christ is the best thing is the world.....Amen?????

P.S : Love everyone who at there support me....although many of you didn't come....but i will stil love you....because God love us all....no matter what we did.....and who we are...God still love us....y??because we are his children...Amen???!!!!

that hurt....

2009-02-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

Today was actually great!!!mood great everything great!!! a perfect day.....nearly....while my mood so good....i fell that i need to call someone....so pick up the phone and dial...tu~tu~tu~ while.....his bro take up the phone....finally he pick it up.....talk many thing from my heart to him.....feel relax and great after telling him.....but then.....he told me many thing....bad about me.....haizzz....so hurt when i heard that....nearly get furious and angry when i hear that...but suddenly word came to my mind....then i didn't angry anymore...although i knew i'm sad....but what can i do exp pray for them????someday God will touch them....i knew he will..amen????
yesterday my sister and i chat till nearly 3...talk alot of thing....about me her and many many more....i realise there something i need to do, change and learn....beside pray for them and myself.....i must get start with all these thing now.....
Pray for me ya.....

aiya......

2009-02-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

Haizzzzz.....so fish today.....T_T
knock my head during goin back from school....thx to chen woon....keep on wana pull my bag and bla bla bla....then 'knock'.....ouchh!!!!so hurt....nearly saw two image....haha
other than that...i realise my face gt always did mistake thing....like today....didn't beh song anything.....ying siew say i beh song orhxxx....LOL
haizzz......many thing more need to change.....pray for me ya......

pai sehhh....

2009-02-18T18:38:00.003+08:00

Firstly....when i go school....feeling blur, tired sleepy and so much more.....reach tapak perhimpunan....goin in line....suddenly pei jin came over.....calling me go photografi take the photo of (tarian singa)....feeling so blur....i take min to came it to my mind....haha....
When the time came...take as many as possible.....'nice and quick shot'....haha....but too back....that michelle camera....i din use before....at mostly all those pictures are BLUR....like me.....><
because i a quick learner.....so i catch up with them very soon.....during afternoon section.....i started to take the photo without having problem....haha(proud of myself) they also say i take it not bad....pai seh pai sehhh.....haha.....

16th of feb

2009-02-17T17:55:00.002+08:00

Actually today was great....victor came to my house teach me guitar....darnn.....my finger all so pain....like i just lost a piece of meat on my finger....but the song was nice....i dunno that i was catch him fast or slow....but i was able to get his rhythm within min (I'm crazy with the rhythm....so complicated) haha...the chords i quite remember in my mind....proud of myself...haha...but actually....thanks God for giving me the chance to learn...i sure will appreciated what God give me...
hoping i can serve my cg one day....and helping my leader......love ya jesus....
Pray hard~~~ =)

Happy valentine~~~

2009-02-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

Oh.....today was a great day.....exp when i when to school awhile......garrrr.....chaw hui keep on scold me.....siaxxxx.....
Miss the wedding.....but luckily i make it to the buffet....haha....eat til bao bao.....kaka....
Haizzzz.....march camp is on 7th,8th and 9th....if i'm not mistaken....exam arrr.....how to go.....T_T
exam coming soon....starting next week....haizzz....goverment exam.....then school exam....then....PIANO EXAM.....goshh!!!!totally 1 month non-stop exam....going to be crazy.....pray for me ya.....
btw....today valentine i have a great day.....at church....my partener ofcz is my beloved powerful god la....so happy that i can celebrate with him....hehe.....

love ya jesus!!!!forever and ever....muackksssss~~~

....

2009-02-13T18:52:00.002+08:00

Haizzzz.....dunno why....today seem doesn't have the after friday school mood....can tell me???haizzzz....cut my hair dy.....always so yong sui....haha....
During school....tamiko scare me off....when i doing my homework...she suddenly say....'hey!!!!' i jump up calling oiii!!! then she seem so shocked....haha....then during history...i call teacher father again....he so fruasted he say that 'Edwin....history project you will get D form me' darnnn....i know he wun't do that....haha....so i just keep smiling....heeeee
During CF...learn new thing....love it so much....

6th of feb

2009-02-07T17:22:00.007+08:00

yeahhh....first of all.....
Happy birthday to sin ling
second we had a zone buffet at sunway....dunoo which corner....but the store name call 'taste pot' mean what???mean his food was great lo...haha *cool*
reach thr....get shocked....300++ ppl thr....man....biggest eating event...hahah....
At there....we gt 'lou sang' together....and gt many seafood thr....prawns, crab, 'lala' and many more....eat til my stomach full full dy.....eat from 7 to 11....whoa....then i realise i gt tummy liao...lol....mz go -fei liao....T_T
after coming back....so tired but worth for it....yeahhh!!!!
hoping gt next time....hahahaa

2009-02-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

Today going to buffet....yeahhh~~~~
going to be fun~~ especially hanging out with cyc people....=)
but it goin to be tired too~~~

boring!!!!

2009-02-03T18:23:00.000+08:00

*sigh*
back to school...first thing....i nearly late to school....zzzz
During school....rushing this homework that homework...who call me so lazy...no choice....i choose myself...quite regret on it....T_T
After gao tim my homework....time to sleep....but lucky i can't....or i will miss what teacher teach me today...
Aikksss....tomorrow seni again....hate it....*chill* ><

Chu 4

2009-01-30T00:43:00.001+08:00

At first...i finally have the brave to solve all problem today....feel so great....then went to uncle house at damansara...after all of us(teenager) reach....we walk to 'The Curve'. thinking that it would be far....actually just a pieces of cake....haha....easier than CROSSOVER during the camp....running up to genting....haha
At there....check 'redbox' price...but the mahal....so we go tengok movie lu~~~but before that....we when to 'Mcdonald' makan makan....got a unknown boy came to my big cousin(dai lou)giving him a tissue writing 'may i have your phone number PLEASE?? haha....my cousin feel so paiseh...all of us keep laughing at him...then he call me go ask them a pen....zzzz 'choi hei de so' help him keep the tissue as the bukti....haha
But lastly the girl also go away liao....haizzzz....so kesian my cousin...haha...
While watching to movie....we keep talking about that girl...we give her a name 'xiao hong' cause that time she wearing a red shirt....hahaha
Then we went cc dai kei lo....play 'left 4 death' yerr....that game so horrible....can't slepp tonight dy....hahah...
tomoro going outing with church friend...hehehe...can take more ang pao leh...hehehe.....
God bless

mannn

2009-01-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

Mannnn..................now 12 30 sumthing like that dy lo....cousins stil at my house....hahah.....so fun here....hope they can stay til 2 sumthing....hahahahha!!!!!!

haizzzzzz.......

2009-01-27T18:14:00.001+08:00

Siezzzz leh......cousins haven reach my house yet.....hate people whose always late.....Zzzzzzzzzzzz....grrrrrrrrrrrrr

ZZZZZzzzzzzz

2009-01-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

baga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate today.....just some other **^&*^&*$ day.....actually we should be reaching thr at 5....but nw.....5 23....stil staying at hse......baga baga baga!!!!!!!!!

whooo

2009-01-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

Haizzzz....what a bored day....church no service....argghh....it just like a life withiout it soul....darnnnn....really need you....my dear father....
whole day help my dad....polish car do the garden....and the best of all....help my mummy cook....aha!!!
but then it stil siezzzzz......long time my life feel this empty =x.........

great day...

2009-01-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today my mood was so so so good....can't explain how good it was...was totally great....God told me that today going to be a great day....at school part was just a little bit off great....those perfect wana to take our ex perfect tie and badge back....are they insane????or they are too poor to buy anymore tie or badge???bankrap???? maybe....if they come and ask me...i sure will say that to them....
During last two period....it was history period....we make fun wit teacher vj (wadeva it spell)...haha
When teacher say 'Good Morning Children' all of us reply teacher 'Good Morning Father'...haha...that scene was so funny....teacher keep 'wei wei wei' then we suddenly make a mother for teacher....hahaha...
that all for today......

woooo~~~

2009-01-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Yeahhhh!!!! eating durians now....yummy....taste so good....i break it with my baba and mama...let just say....per day eat twice....man...it so hot....first was great....got a bit bitter and then sweet~~~second want just sweet~~~my family think the first want was a lot better....^^
thinking last time how i hate durians....haha....what a fool i am...hehe~~~
til now....only my sister hate durians only.....haha...so nice also dun want eat stupid!!!....hahaaaa!!!!

weeeee

2009-01-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

Well....today was good,okay and even better!!!! yeaaaahhhhh!!!!! =)
Oh my....today science period change with kemahiran hidup....cause science teacher planing to go back earlier....dunno what happen....maybe she too lazy to stay long gua...haha...shhh...dun tell her....or i will be death meat....and during science period....teacher suddenly give exam...baga lo....didn't study leh me....T_T sure get zero mark for this exam...and teacher gonna scold me...=x T_T
Later on....hong syuen suddenly told me that ex-perfect got a meeting with the head perfect tomorrow....duno he wana say what tim???

LOL

2009-01-21T18:23:00.000+08:00

LOL...nowadays they keep gossip about me...haizzz...going to be famous soon....hehe blek...
But all those of couse is bad thing lar...yesterday was the worst....some even come scold me...zzzz actually is my mistaken or Vivian mistake....who know???lol Dahh....just let it go...i won't kill you because of this...after this thing...i found out something that i really like it...i'm not that small gas anymore...hahah....and even so i can forgiv people dy...thinking about last time....I'm was very very bad lo...hor????heeee...
Also...today at school learn quite a lot of thing....xP about the camera lar...while I'm with those big gor gor and jie jie...they teach me something that i didn't never learn before....and arr...when we prepare those chair and table to ge ready to take those photo...they say cancel it....argghhh...those table so heavy leh...wan us put here and there....zzzz...
Hmmm...actually photograpic oso quite interesting geh....quite like it...lucky din choose wrong the club...haha...and i love it too...ahaha...too bad I'm just too young...haha...quite ridiculous actually if you say you are too young...for me and those who teach me...during the holiday....
Nw also chatting with 1 of them....great for me....
just take it easy....viv....let it go~~~

yeahhyeahh~

2009-01-17T13:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was great la!!!!! too bad you guy didn't go...jian sheng also...last minute put me fei kei...zzzz but lucky jijing got come...we there play games got concert wahh.....so much more leh....btw...melvin arr....like orang gila dy...keep make me...argghhh
btw....at there we found out got 1 people look like jijing leh....haha....all of us keep saying them....jijing so paiseh liao...hahaha....
btw...it end at 10 sumthing....after ate our supper...and chat chat chat....whoa....is 11 liao...pui yee oso takin us bak...T_T
Y so fast end???hoping that will have another party like this again...haha.....happy but tired and i love it cz it worth it...xD

sorry

2009-01-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry to jun fai,jen ai,mitmit,lik foong and my sister....yvonne....
Sorry~~~~

unexpected thing happen to me today

2009-01-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

Well...actually today is just like yesterday....moody going to school and stressful...T_T feel like wana die leh...all those presure....haizzz....i pray and pray to God arr....grant me strenght plz...i have no more dy...then...when i came back....planing go bath geh...then when i just go in...my sister keep shouting and calling my name"jun ming jun ming!!!"
then i ask...what orhxx...?she told me that got a dog came in our house...at first i think that i would be stupid end like like really believe her...but then my mum also run to me shouting and calling for help...lol
when i go out....really a dog standing near my dad...oh my!!!i can't believe it...how it manage to come in?with my 'ruby' out there???@.@ confusing =x
then i quickly went down and help my dad to pujuk the dog go out...haizzzz it was so so so hard...T_T we giv the dog many type of food....but in the end...it just smell and stay there...gosh!!!! i was so frustred about it...my mum keep calling me this and that....argh...y dun she come down and do it her own???i noe she is afaid of dog....but pls lar....mom...i noe how to deal with it.........
Minutes later...my dad and i manage to pujuk it out dy....but my dad say it a nice dog...so guai and it pretty too...actually i know that my dad pity it...scare ltr force it out then giv car 'bang!' touch wood...xP
in the end...we catch it and put it at the cage there...no choice or it wil keep running here and there...my dog ruby sure will kill it =x
And ofcz...the 1 who catch it is me lar by hand too =x...cause my dad wearing his uniform...keep telling me not to...i think he is afaid...hehe
after this...i keep thinking...why so suddenly this dog will come to us geh????maybe is the God will...maybe that dog won't give me alot of stress and can make me even more relax...
Anyway..is a female dog...any suggestion what should i name it??? by the way...forgot to tell that it a mini-pinture....wadeva it spell =x

school reopen liao lo...

2009-01-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...today was great....amazing....at the begining lar...but when schoole start....getting worst and worst...but i still can tahan...thanks to god...=]
And arr....today what i hate the most is when choosing the AJK in our class..teacher force me to take at least a jawatan in the class lar...zzzz haizzzz....planing to focus on my study and God....but...and...maybe God will...=]
Anyway...no matter how...jobs given to me and i will do it...=]
But then today really tired...nida care so many thing =x and also...when i reach school...i was think how jealous i was going to be....how something lar...wun tell here...xP but after i keep praying...i feel there nothing to jealous about...thanks to God again...=]
But then i'm still grouded =x...can't go out anymore with cyc fren...T_T haizzzz....mz pray harder...
3A11...when the first step i enter the class...i can feel the stress and presure within me liao...omg...going to die this year...i need support arr....and all those school fren...all arr....no mood to say then....all like dunno me liao...since i din be perfect anymore...well...i understand that the world are cruel...like this...but still lucky i still gt cyc...there geh fren...wun like skul...that is the place where cruel and gone...=] and i love that place...=]
lovessss ya all.....muackkksssss

T_T

2009-01-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

today....jz my last day...T_T
kesiaxxx lar...i dun have bagde leh....hope jijing will bring for me tomorrow =x...
God bless him...after i pray i ask him...and then here it was...he say he got =]
Anyway....now i only realise that i still got many people haven link orhx =x all cyc geh people...=x
Sorry ya guy....i will link you all when i can online next time....i also dunno when is that going to be =x

school gonna reopen T_T

2009-01-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

Haizzzzz...school gonna reopen soon...soon is how long? 1 more day T_T mean today is my last day of holiday online and whateva ><
And today is the last day of my late sleeping too >< hate it lar....zzzz...but then i have no choice...gonna study right?siaxxxx
anyway...today wake up i saw the TV there got the CROSSOVER CAMP geh video...omg...that video got a lot of my team and me geh picture leh...dammit...zzzz...so so so fish arr.....T_T boh face see ur guy liao =x
Going prayer meeting soon...so see ya guy...=x

Merry christmas!!!

2008-12-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas everyone =]
too bad for me....im freaking sick T_T can't go anyway...T_T or else now i'll at mid valley with my church friend.so unlucky me...T_T

whooooooo...

2008-12-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

wah seh....today i wake up at 1 sumthing...broke my record...
yesterday..i sleep at 3 something...nearly 4...chat wit someone...can't tell you who lar xP
yesterday...was great...the party...but...i have no time to make it to tamiko birthday...cause my party end at 1130...so very sry...when we exchange present....i got my cousin geh and my another cousin get my another cousin...lol...we all know what's inside dy...so dun need open...xP
til now also haven't open yet...xP
we also got play drama yesterday...haha....so funny....our drama is when and how jesus was born...i be mary...then edwin lim be jospeh...my husband..then my cousin wai ho act as jesus...then then then...the scence was so funny...hahaha....for us there lar...but here i just write a bit of detail...so maybe for you not funny at all...xP
100% not funny....haha

whooo~~~

2008-12-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

ahaha...christmas party coming dy...yeahh yeahh...xP
whole day not at home lo...afternoon til night christmas party with cyc...then after that...nida rush til miko bday...><...rush rush rush...T_T
anyway...
~~~happy birthday tamiko~~~

yeahh~~

2008-12-19T18:49:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...starting now...i could feel that now is only the beginning of my life...thinking back year ago...i did waste a lot of time...doing thing that i feel great last time...but now...thinking back...i feel that it was so stupid...i will laugh at myself too...but then...when i just realise that i was having a dream...only god can wake me up...and he already did...i glad he did =]
Now...i knew a lot of new friend...at church there...they are a lot better than school friend...I'm not saying all lar...but nearly better than my school friend...since holiday just started...i knew i was going to miss my school friend....but now...i think i will miss church friend more although i just knew them not longer than 2 month...you can say that I'm stupid...believe people i knew not longer than year...but for me...i feel that i have maybe knew them for years...even more than school friend...
Today...i went to mv with my family...saw mhun yee there. Well actually she ask me to go with her geh...not only me lar...find some people also...but it too last minute...so i told her i can't...but then my mum say let go mv...she wanna buy shirt for Christmas i think...or maybe Chinese new year =x
Well...i don't like choosing shirt with my mum...so boring there...so i went to MPH..mhun yee call and ask that did i go?hmm....i say gt and im at MPH...when she reach there...she was planing to scare me...but...i scare her back lol...she just standing behind me...ready...then i turn around....she scare herself...haha...
then...after my mum realise all also not suits her...then she ask us whether wanna buy shirt anot...of cause i wan lar...xP
buy a vest for myself...for tomorrow Christmas party...then my sister buy a shirt for herself...
talking about the Christmas party...haizzz....just 1 people wanna go...y I'm so useless geh leh...???dunno why...
anyway....hope that tomorrow party was going to fun...i think dun need hope...100% sure it was fun...xP

hmmm..

2008-12-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

Well...today was better...actually yesterday i wasn't bad mood about love thing....it just...my beloved sister...hmm....her best friend sue yin went to hospital jor...lol...i was so shocked....i can't believe it...it was so sudden....oh my god...other is....actually is my fault...if i don't ask my sister follow me go night market...something worst won't happen...my so sorry yvonne...i keep thinking it my fault =x lucky someone consule me....i was better...
Well....today i was back to normal....even normal...don't need to afaid that my sister will stole my phone to see my private thing...i have no more private thing anymore from my sister...last time is because of you...but now i have no more secret from my sis anymore....i will great...making lie was such horrible....every day feel so hard...liying to everyone....but now...thanks to god... I AM FREE...yeahhh yeahhhh...=]

....

2008-12-16T23:02:00.001+08:00

no mood to post today....actually today was good....but then...suddenly all change...many unexpetced thing happen...so sorry..............................

CROSSOVER CAMP

2008-12-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

YEAH YEAH YEAH...well, i was so happy to when go going there...my sister and i went there by car...cause the bus leave before we were back to our house...siaxxxx...
we went there by xue chi car...5 of us...she and dat ming...and 1 i forgot name jor =x
well when i went there...they already start a few game...argh...i hate that i miss all those fun...grrr...anyway...this time i wasn't same dorm with my cousin...all of them...T_T sleep myself..but i always like that geh..so that not the problem...the problem is the people that sleep above me...like iron monkey...keep jumping here and there...== and he so lc...wanna kick his butt...xP
at there...what i like the most i the praise and wordship...sing to the lord...yeahh~~~
the game at there was ok lo...my team geh teamwork wasn't good enough...for me...=x
but all the game was so challenging...eat worm again...it was good...but this time we have to eat more...i dun wanna tell here...lazy xP
we still got AMAZING RACE...at genting highland...we run there from peaceheaven...whoa...so so so tired...and NIGHT CHALLENGE and our team get number 1st during that game...other all very bad...only that good only...=x
Well, we didn't win anyway...but i did learn many thing at there...and i love all of them...hoping another camp will coming soon...=)

Genting Highland!!!!

2008-11-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

Damn...maybe keep thinking about you...make me can't sleep well today....=x
when reach school...only got me,kurr,yingz,Adrian and fung only...soon enough...all reach school jor....

Well...the bus came at 6.30...and then off we go!!!! When on the way to Genting...the radio in the bus suddenly turn on...whoa...all of us damn 'high' singing...didn't realise that we nearly reach the cable car there...

nothing special happen there...but is was fun...damn fun!!!!nearly all the outdoor game i got play...but exp the space shot...zzzz...cause is too cool...beh tahan...=x.and cause is too many people playing....zzzz

In indoor...we go to the 'ting ting chang' play...9 of us...me,Adrian,rong sheng,jun wei,Bryan and other...total point that we play is thousand+++...x)

After that...we wanna to go back to the outdoor....but it start to rain...arghh....well...that make us can't play outdoor anymore...til about 5.30 something...the rain only stop...then we back in action again...haha...me Adrian Bryan went played the Pirate Ship with Miss Eng and his brother...is wasn't scare at all...for me lar...but Adrian say that it got a little bit scary...lol...the Spinner also...totally not scary at all...but...when it stop...i barely can walk a straight line...=x...dizzy dizzy dizzy.@@

i remember the last time i was in Genting...when i was playing the Spinner and the Pirate Ship...i was totally crazy...damn scary...that i was too afraid to play again..but i dare myself again...thinking back...i think that i was stil a coward that time............
within today...i was totally relax at all...a clear and relax mind...nothing stressfull thing keep coming to my mind....=)

my last two day being a perfect

2008-11-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

whoa...today is quite a suck day...keep thinking that i going to be bad next year,missing B.P...cause not being a perfect...damn...
whoa....tomorrow going to genting...haha...dunno what to bring leh...=x...and i nida wake up at 5 sumthing...siaxxxx...T.T

what should i do?

2008-11-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

haizzzz...today is quite a sucking day...jia xian, chin hui all didn't come....siaxxxx

Today reach school...just have some feeling....but dunno what will happen...but after i reach B.P....i know that happen...the perfect list was out....and my name was not on the list....i also dunno that i should feel happy or sad...IF it was before the interview....i know that 100% that i will be very sad...but then....after the interview..i feel that my cousin was right...perfect really like a DOG(in sesi pagi)
if they call me to become perfect next year...anything will do...the only thing is you...dunno what and how to tell you...
but now...i also didn't become lor...what should i worry about...is just like now or never...be perfect now...or after this year...dun be perfect...no matter how they force or what ever....like my sister told me...they think you are what?his dog?want you to be then be are?what do you think we are?zzzzz
After school...it just not like those normal day...cause ying jie din go school...and mum have to fetch me herself...and when i just went in the car...my mum ask me two thing....first:"jun ming...din be perfect next year?" second:"who give you this present?is a girl are?"lol
The first thing i answer....Yvonne told you?She nodded...zzzz....then the second...i nodded back...
lol...mum ask who give....but i keep on change topic...hahaha...keep talking about perfect...then my mum ask again:"you really can give up perfect...?????" i also dunno how to answer my mum...is just like i wana say something...but nothing comes out...that i realise my mum already know that answer......when talking about this...i feel that it was quite unfair...nearly all those who work hard this year all didn't become perfect...but then all those suck up want be...hahax....
anyway...hope that i will go to a better class next year...soon will know....yes....soon...............

Busy Day

2008-10-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

whoa...long didn't write blog jor....because of exam...finally....i free to use computer again...exam was finish...some have the result jor...all quite bad.=x...dunno how lo...planing to go 3A11 next year...now don't even think about it....haizzzzz...

whoa...today quite busy...2 opening house needed to go...whoa....finally....i'm back...cause i go one only...then came back home jor...my stomach damn full....cause i eat 2 bowl of ice kacang,3 plate of dishes...the food at there is very nice...eat til can't stop...=P...but i never think that this world is so small...i saw a school friend at there....Form 3 people...my sister and i very shock...wtf...how the earth she would be here...zzzzz

And so...i finally back to my comfortable house...sitting on the arm chair....playing computer...listening music...i always want to have some peace...like that would make me relax...like i'm doing now....hehe....anyway....sorry that i have to put a end for now...need to do other thing....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!

2008-10-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

whoa...today is my daddy birthday...he look so happy...ofcouse lar...his birthday mah...well...hoping 4 next friday...hehehe...

Happy birthday daddy!!!!
I love you so much....

4th of october

2008-10-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

actually this day is quite boring...morning piano lesson..afternoon nothing to do....but at night...thing is getting better and better...let just say..about 9 something...me and my mom go to my cousin house...it quite late actually...but my mom want to go...so i go with her lo cause dad don't want to go..when we reach there...all my cousin also went out...left me aloe there...nothing to do...so sms people lo...about an hour later...some of them are back...then we go play something very childish...let just say...we play powder...lol....one of ours cousin play ps..all of us go behind him and say...'Ah tim...today you very handsome....haha...then his shirt change to a body glove shirt...so many hand there...haha...but then...they also betrayed me...i also kena.....zzz.........
later we stay there til 1 something a.m.....only go back our own house......

without freedom

2008-10-04T18:13:00.000+08:00

zzz~zzz~zzz...this 1 week holiday really damn boring...always nothing to do...and lazy to study...always wait til the last minute...then only start study...that only me...if not...then that not EDWIN YAP JUN MING lor...that a clone...haha...jkjk...
This holiday like no freedom...must wake up at 9 T.T...sleep also must before 12...like this die lo...but...i didn't care...and my mom also can't do anything...good for me...x)
During the holiday...mom and dad always enter my room...ah boy...studying are?LOL
like without freedom............

back to YOKE NAM~~

2008-09-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

whoa...after school...getting more and more nervous...going back to my old school...meet my friend...yea...about 7 45...i reach there..whoa...adrian is waiting me inpatiently...haha...cause i'm late....haha....he face is like a big bull face....bhahaha....anyway...at first...is quite bored....adrian go eat 'mama' with some of our classmate....which leave me,jijing and chang chong alone...dunno what to do...walk here and there(keep on repeat the same thing)....then we go play basketball at 29 road... well...luckly we got back just in time...to see the firework...man...is so nice...
After finish playing with them...we went back to school...adrian keep on calling me...where i go...swt...
Well...just after back to school...i FINALLY meet my ex classmate...daniel,faun daren and zheng yu...but first...i need to say sorry to adrian and jijing...which i left them and chat with my friend...sorry~~
i oso saw my teacher...which i taller than her now...bhahah....then we chat til about 10 30...all of them start to go back...T.T...going to miss you guy... well...time is going on...i need to rest...so bye....

grandma birthday....

2008-09-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

well...actually today is not her birthday...but me and all our family help her celebrate earlier...is was fun..abt 1o'clock...we all meet at pavilion....planing to eat MADAM KWAN...but then....all of us say eat til siezzz jor...so we change to 'THE SHIP'.

when all of us finish order our food...is about 2 jor...-.-...well....all of them share their food...but....i finish my own...and it the biggest plate...haha...after finish eating at 'THE SHIP'...we went to our uncle house...at 'THE RITZ CARLTON'...at there...my cute little cousin do something very funny...that he is trying to break the 'hi-5' speaker....half way...kena tangkap...then...

well...after scolding....he....

still wana try to break it...haha...

then...about 5...all of us starting to go back to our house....argh....so tired...for me...when back at home....straight away jump to my bed i sleep...whoa..sleep until 8 o'clock....go down to the living room....all my family stil sleeping...lol...

ofcouse...i must take chance...switch on the computer....and play gg...haiz...nearly double kill....partner ks....lols....anyway...mum scold jor lar...gtg lo....byeee...

2nd of september

2008-09-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

well...just a normal day at school...people keep say bad about me...aiya...dont need care them want lar...is their mouth...they wan say what also can lar...that what my mum told me...xP..but then...they are getting more and more...after recess...i sit all by myself...==...adrian oso go sit with them...but...when teacher ask...teacher did'nt scold them all all...instead scld me...what did i do wrong orhxx...@@...haizz...

well...thing change when i'm back home....dad brought a surprise for his family...he brought a 'hifi ' back home...oh~~~i love my dad so much....everytime oso surprise for us....haha....then...we start making up....where to put....next to televisyen?at floor?another table....and also....all thing we need to make it by ourself....me and my dad spend about 1 and a half hour doing this thing...my sis just sit there....watch us....==

this photo is taken while we doing until half way....

after finish...man...is damn nice...

well that all for today....parent came back jor...bye...

busy day...

2008-08-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

Well..this is my first blog...i hope everyone like it,if got any problem just tell me...

Morning...
This morning, I just woke up. Then my mum asked me to prepare, to go my dad's office. She called me to go to office.
you thought i went to work ? noo. I just went there and had a look at the new office.

when reach there...i sat there so many hours doing my homework...woo...fianlly i done it...yeaa...but then...project haven finish...=x

Night

At night..about 7 something...my dad drop us by at 'THE RITZ CARLTON HOTEL'...meet my uncle...that he call us for dinner...wooaa...long time din saw my uncle already...so miss him...xD..but then I'm not gay...haha...

that me...at the 'RITZ CARITON HOTEL'

later on...we go to a near by Thai restore for dinner...man...the food at there is so damn spicy...eat till so syok...haha

that where eat my dinner...

anyway...is getting late...and i Neda to sleep edi...so goodnight...miss you all...xD

Army of God

School~~

Happy Birthday!!

Its over!!!

Relaxing day

Ouch!!

yes!! Amen!! thanks Jesus Christ!! i really receive many of your word this two days =)

wuuuuuuwahhhhh......xD

23th of Aug

tired!!!

so close..........yet so far to reach it........

stresssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10 more days to go~

Good luck is just what i want....but....

What a day~~

wooo....what a tired day!

big day~~

mood less......

hey Hui Qing...i know what should i do now..thx again....

~what a day~

3 things i would like to share

Army of God

yeayeayeayea

i'm sick and that a bad sign

2nd day of may....it was a great day!!!

never understand her....

empty heart......

Your words stab into my heart....and it hurt alot...

happy easter day!!!!

thank God......for letting me know your plan through me....

Now is the time....

Finally......yeahhhh....

star are blind

goshhh...sudden surprice??

just in time???or god will???

injection!!!!

The day i die and resurrection with God

that hurt....

aiya......

pai sehhh....

16th of feb

Happy valentine~~~

....

6th of feb

boring!!!!

Chu 4

mannn

haizzzzzz.......

ZZZZZzzzzzzz

whooo

great day...

woooo~~~

weeeee

LOL

yeahh~~yeahh~~~

sorry

unexpected thing happen to me today

school reopen liao lo...

T_T

school gonna reopen T_T

Merry christmas!!!

whooooooo...

whooo~~~

yeahh~~

hmmm..

....

CROSSOVER CAMP

Genting Highland!!!!

my last two day being a perfect

what should i do?

Busy Day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!

4th of october

without freedom

back to YOKE NAM~~

grandma birthday....

2nd of september

busy day...

yeahhyeahh~